Abandon all hope, ye who enter here.

I’m tired of the on-going life. I feel dizzy. I hate the way people are towards me, and the way I have to behave people. I look for honesty, but seems as if it is gone, for long… for the worst, even with my closest pals, even with me myself…
I’m not thinking anything. Do not go wrong. With you… I’m with you… Please just I need the soul, the real you…
I feel alone, I feel as missed, I feel the void, the hallowness, the shallowness …, the being of shadows, not being felt …, the chaotic world, and all the discipline…